Selasa, 06 Desember 2016

Day 22: Future


where will this lead me?



Spending a day at one of my used-to-be-dreamed place, I realize one thing: what is it exactly that I want to be in the future? 

I want to be so many things in the future.
I want to reach many destinations in the future.
I want to come to many places in the future.

I have millions of dream waiting to be made real.

But which one, which dream, do I really have to make real?

Today, once again I was reminded that the world is so vast. Very, very, vast. So many people shine so bright. So many things that I did not know. So many things I can get to know. So many things I can unravel...

So many opportunities out here, far away from home.

I used to dream about this, where I fly away from where I grew up, on a place when I can make every corner of my dream real.
I mean, I have so many things in my head which roll so fast endlessly.
My mind is like a set of unstoppable clockwork, producing many plans, dreams, wishes, thoughts. It never stops having ideas. It never stops dreaming. It never stops swirling.

I love myself for that, but I also confuse myself with that.

Maybe I simply think too much.

But no,
My life is shifting, though I do not quite understand which way it goes.

I have these many things battling for dominance inside my head, forcing me to make decision on what I exactly want in my future.
I can quite sense that whatever decision I make, whichever path I take, will affect me forever.
There will be no going back.

I want to ask you anyway,
What kind of future do you want to have?

Oh well, I do think too much.
Maybe I should go with what I feel is right, rather than what I think is right.

Yeah... maybe.

1 komentar:

terima kasih sudah membaca, have a good day!

siennra

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I am Enneagram type 7 with ENTP, highly imaginative, lots of flight of ideas, yield many hobbies and skills, and unsurprisingly extraordinary. Yes, why do people even bother to define themselves as ordinary while every soul is downright created as extraordinary? :p