Nobody Knows When the Last Goodbye Is

"It's okay, San, everything is going to be just fine. Just follow your heart. My prayer will always be with you, dear..." (Patrick, today, 31 May 2016, 6.48 pm)

Ring A Bell - Bonnie Pink (Lyrics)

...is currently the constant song within my list.

A Hole to Disappear

is really something I need right now.

I feel a very strong urge to crawl into it, then stay inside, until I understand what it is that I have to do.
But then again, I hate worms, so I don't want a hole located on soil.

I want a hole, there on the cloud, away from the reach of butterfly.
I want to be away for a moment and see the world clearly. See it the way it should be seen.
But then again, I cannot fly, so I cannot get to the sky.


So there, I think I will go to the outerspace and find a blackhole.
I mean, it is a hole!

Thanks for reading, you just saw how distracted I am right now. Congratulations.

A Treasure, Lightyears Away

 

 There are people in this world whom you treasure so much because of their ability to understand you, regardless how many lightyears are spent with you not seeing each other.

Tired but Sharp, Sharp but Very Tired

I can fall into slumber like a bear in winter

Scary Time

what my friend said to me a while ago:

"You know, you're scary when you really put your mind into something. It's like you turn into steel and cannot be moved. When you are like that, I prefer to have you as an ally,"

what my answer was:

"uh ... ... thanks?" *sweatdropping while many scary images pop up in my head, like an image of me with distinctive red horns and tails, wielding big club-shaped weapon*


I blamed my overreactive imagination for that.

Tales of Tas Kresek

ini bukan kresek yang saya maksud tapi ya sudahlah yang penting maksudnya kresek :p

destiny is such a funny thing, I'll tell you that many many times.

If Only Today I Was Younger...

I have just really realized that every second counts.

28th Remembrance

"some questions are unanswerable no matter how much you think about it, so you can only let time takes its role to answer it," (my brother, 4 May 2016)

"you know, things fated to be yours will be yours, so try, but don't gamble," (my mother, 2016)

"maybe you will forget what you're saying, but some people will forever be saved by that," (my father, 2015)

"I believe the time when you find all those answers is not far, you just need to believe in it," (my workmate, 31 December 2015)

"we love your determination, for never giving up no matter how many times you fail, it inspires me, it inspires us," (my workmate, 2016)


"there is no absolute right answer in this world, we are opt to make mistake every now and then, so the most important thing is what you will do after that," ('patrick', 2014)

"it's funny, I was crying when you were hurt, because I could imagine how painful you must feel, but there you endured it and consoled me instead. I don't know whether you are very strong or simply ignoring your feeling, but anytime you do need someone, I will be there," (my workmate, 2014)

"it is better to believe and try then fail, rather than regretting myself for doing nothing," (siennra, 2012)

"some things will turn out differently, but you will be alright, I bet on it," (my coass-soulmate, 2011)

"no matter how big your question is, just remember that there is a bigger, much bigger, entity in this universe who can help you find the answer, so, you can always asks Him, anytime," ('krab', 2009)

"you should learn not to be so hard on yourself. you're strong, and we love you for it, but will you ever trust us to see your weakness too?" ('squidward', 2009)

"why couldn't you believe in yourself more? you can easily win many things, you know?" ('spongebob', 2010)

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I feel blessed, and that is enough to move me to tears :')

I Love My Head,

...maybe,

because I feel like banging my head on nearest wall.