The Right Time

"Some days just pass by, and some days are unforgettable, we can’t choose the reason why, but we can choose what we do from the day after” –OOR

  

I was asked,

“When is the right time?”

It’s kinda hard to answer such a question.

Even I do ask myself, what exactly I wait for.

I have spent my twenty four years of life searching for an aswer, of a question most people my age have found, but then again, it’s not the answer I got.

It’s an explanation.

An explanation of why I should experience all those insecurities for years.

As long as someone has doubt, his/her life will keep turning around.

On the top, then fall to the bottom, rise again, and then fall, to back again.

Some keep gambling with themselves to make the best of their life, while some others heading into misery.

The explanation lies here for something I was, and I am, searching for.

It is said that time is just another game for someone.

And just like a game, false timing means false answer, no matter how perfect the question is.

The only difference is, I cannot reload my life like a game.

For twenty four years, I was searching for an answer, of a question most people my age have found out, but then again, I laugh at myself.

What did I afraid of anyway? The more I see my old self, the more I feel like laughing.

What did I rush for anyway? The more I see my old self, the more I thank God that I was failed.

Failure, is it?

For how many times I have failed?

I don’t count, but I can say, that right now, I am grateful that I wasn’t succeed.

After everything, I came into conclusion that it doesn’t matter how many times we fail, but it does matter how much we learn from failure.

And, make the conclusion.

Sometimes, our ego is false.

Sometimes, our belief is false.

Humans, are never meant to be absolutely true.

Everyone, needs a good slap right on the face to get back to the track.

To the right track.

The track only Him who has.

I’ve done enough gambling about my future, and time has explained everything.

Thus, I will not waver again.

Because no matter how afraid, no matter how insecure,

And, no matter how long I have to spend my time searching for the true answer,

There is the One I can believe.

And my answer of a question: “When is the right time?” is,

when God says, “Yes, this is the right time,”

#np Be The Light – OOR

You have to hear it, because it’s a very inspirational song. In fact, I made this post because I was inspired by its lyric: “Just a thought of another day, how’d we end up this way? What did we do wrong, God?”

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