rainbow on the last day

the picture is sucks alright,

i made it during the class so my focus was easily altered,

even so, i still want to read this down :p

'rainbow',

a somehow mighty word that represent lots of things,

and happens just after the rain clearing,

it has red, orange, yellow, green, cyan, blue, and purple,

it represents things that happen to me at the last day of March,

it is red,

the warmth embrace of everyone around,

settling the uneasy mind that was getting worse and worse,

and step by step, erasing the fear that was cultivating inside,

and healing the scar,

it is orange,

anger, i find it wells all the way,

feeling frustrated, betrayed and left behind,

why should it be me?

why me?

it is yellow,

feeling content, feeling like i have all the reason to be happy,

like i always say, i have ten reasons to be sad, but i have one hundred reason to be happy,

cheerful is still my image,

always,

it is green,

like a plant, i grow up,

listening to the beat of the earth, watching the flow of people, i learn,

still young, still small, but someday, i'd like to be a huge tree that protect my beloved one from wind,

i want to see everyone's smile

it is cyan,

a glittering sadness that bloom inside,

like an evaporated calmness that has been built, leaving a small density of color,

and a hollow vessel behind,

it's empty,

it is blue,

flowing like a wave of the sea,

lay back and savor every moment like it is my last one,

because, every moment is just simply meaningful,

so i'll keep it

it is purple,

alone, picking up some more shattered pieces dwelling inside,

a hope that one day i'll be able to make it all unite,

and erase my fear,

someday,

the last day of March,

a rainbow,