The Sparkling Sea

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海が決して存在しなかったならば、まだ航海を選ぶだろうか？

多くのことを学びました

大好きである限り、海が嫌いです

海は私にとってとても大切なものを取り去ったから

それ以来、私は同時に強いと弱いなりました

存在は完全に消去されていません

なんで 私 じゃなかった の?

なんで 信じなかった の?

ずっと 待ってた の よ

泣きましたか？

どうして何か尋ねなかったの？

なぜ自分の頭でシナリオを作りましたか？

その日にどれくらい泣いたか知っていましたか？

ほんとに 大好き だった

本当に 待ってた

私は簡単に憎む望みます

私は簡単にあなたを憎む望みます

でも、嫌うことはできません

如何してもできません

I'm female and I don't like pink too much... so?

  

 Others: "As a female, you should like pink! It's feminine, it's soft, it's 'female'!"

Me: shrugged it off and said, "Sorry, are you saying something?"

All That Matters

For each failure,

 I grow stronger,

I learn more about life and people,

I learn more to love and forgive,

and I understand more about this universe.

It is all that matters.

People can judge me,

People can say anything,

People can think of anything,

And nobody can stop them,

But my own version of myself is all that matters.

I accept what they said.

I accept my mistakes, 

I accept what cannot be undone,

But I am not living in the past,

I live in my present and it's all that matters.

I am not trying to defend myself,

Nor am I trying to change people's judgement,

But I let them see by themselves, what kind of person I am,

It's the most graceful way to prove who I really am,

And it is all that matters.

I am here,

Still the whole me here,

And you know? It is all that matters.

Zero

Zero is zero, no matter how much I try to give tails to the number.

Photograph (Instrumental)

straight to your mind.

There are many-many instrumental version of Ed Sheeran's Photograph, but this one stole my heart right the moment I heard the first note.

Courtesy of Alegretto and Joel Miranda

A Hole to Disappear

is really something I need right now.

I feel a very strong urge to crawl into it, then stay inside, until I understand what it is that I have to do.
But then again, I hate worms, so I don't want a hole located on soil.

I want a hole, there on the cloud, away from the reach of butterfly.
I want to be away for a moment and see the world clearly. See it the way it should be seen.
But then again, I cannot fly, so I cannot get to the sky.


So there, I think I will go to the outerspace and find a blackhole.
I mean, it is a hole!

Thanks for reading, you just saw how distracted I am right now. Congratulations.

Tired but Sharp, Sharp but Very Tired

I can fall into slumber like a bear in winter

Scary Time

what my friend said to me a while ago:

"You know, you're scary when you really put your mind into something. It's like you turn into steel and cannot be moved. When you are like that, I prefer to have you as an ally,"

what my answer was:

"uh ... ... thanks?" *sweatdropping while many scary images pop up in my head, like an image of me with distinctive red horns and tails, wielding big club-shaped weapon*


I blamed my overreactive imagination for that.

I Love My Head,

...maybe,

because I feel like banging my head on nearest wall.

Welcome Back, Happy!

is something I happily stated for countless times ever since I let out a big heave this afternoon.

Ashoka's Real Story?

Searching for a truth is hard and fun at the same time

Kaurvaki - Ashoka

Many bios are romanized, but some stay meaningful and fun to watch.

Logika

You cannot be logical and sentimental at the same time, you have to choose one.

Remember Your Parents!

You may reach this far not only because of yourself, but mostly because of your parents’ effort, prayer and sacrifice.

Foreshadow in Writing - Manga Reference

 

all tributes for mangastream.com

Foreshadowing is truly a magnificent art of writing

The Most Frustrating Anime I Have Ever Come Across

each story has its strength and specialty, that is the reason why people love it.

 

Name of series: Kamisama Hajimemashita Kako-hen

A Cup of Lemon Tea

...for 7th Enneagram people, being irrelevant is the start of finishing things.

éternité

some things have not changed.

Sport Jantung Bersama Happy

Name your things to show your love to them.

12 October 2015

That day started as a non-typical very lazy Monday, as I know that at that day I needed to be present in four places simultaneously, but before I knew it, I went home with a very happy smile on my face.