Tired but Sharp, Sharp but Very Tired

I can fall into slumber like a bear in winter

Scary Time

what my friend said to me a while ago:

"You know, you're scary when you really put your mind into something. It's like you turn into steel and cannot be moved. When you are like that, I prefer to have you as an ally,"

what my answer was:

"uh ... ... thanks?" *sweatdropping while many scary images pop up in my head, like an image of me with distinctive red horns and tails, wielding big club-shaped weapon*


I blamed my overreactive imagination for that.

Tales of Tas Kresek

ini bukan kresek yang saya maksud tapi ya sudahlah yang penting maksudnya kresek :p

destiny is such a funny thing, I'll tell you that many many times.

If Only Today I Was Younger...

I have just really realized that every second counts.

28th Remembrance

"some questions are unanswerable no matter how much you think about it, so you can only let time takes its role to answer it," (my brother, 4 May 2016)

"you know, things fated to be yours will be yours, so try, but don't gamble," (my mother, 2016)

"maybe you will forget what you're saying, but some people will forever be saved by that," (my father, 2015)

"I believe the time when you find all those answers is not far, you just need to believe in it," (my workmate, 31 December 2015)

"we love your determination, for never giving up no matter how many times you fail, it inspires me, it inspires us," (my workmate, 2016)


"there is no absolute right answer in this world, we are opt to make mistake every now and then, so the most important thing is what you will do after that," ('patrick', 2014)

"it's funny, I was crying when you were hurt, because I could imagine how painful you must feel, but there you endured it and consoled me instead. I don't know whether you are very strong or simply ignoring your feeling, but anytime you do need someone, I will be there," (my workmate, 2014)

"it is better to believe and try then fail, rather than regretting myself for doing nothing," (siennra, 2012)

"some things will turn out differently, but you will be alright, I bet on it," (my coass-soulmate, 2011)

"no matter how big your question is, just remember that there is a bigger, much bigger, entity in this universe who can help you find the answer, so, you can always asks Him, anytime," ('krab', 2009)

"you should learn not to be so hard on yourself. you're strong, and we love you for it, but will you ever trust us to see your weakness too?" ('squidward', 2009)

"why couldn't you believe in yourself more? you can easily win many things, you know?" ('spongebob', 2010)

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I feel blessed, and that is enough to move me to tears :')

I Love My Head,

...maybe,

because I feel like banging my head on nearest wall.

My Extraordinary but Underestimated Bacteria

http://www.menzies.edu.au

One day, I lost count of how many people saying that I need to go back to mainstream to end a period of my life. My question is: what is 'mainstream'?

Note: this is just another rambling. Do not bother to read when you have any other more important thing to do.

Snow White with the Red Hair - Review

"if there is any 'princess' story that makes me feel envious by watching it, then this must be the one and only,"

Welcome Back, Happy!

is something I happily stated for countless times ever since I let out a big heave this afternoon.

The Nightmare This Morning

gives me a vibe of a weirdo.

If I Refuse to Work...

It means I got enough.

Ashoka's Real Story?

Searching for a truth is hard and fun at the same time

Kaurvaki - Ashoka

Many bios are romanized, but some stay meaningful and fun to watch.

Late Post for 2015

The changes within yourself equals the changes in life you've been through.